Longest deepst can't find the words post.. That is ment to be out of me and in front of you. .. For a reason that will be seen if you walk with me...

Everything happens for a reason. When I show up you know it's for something big you gotta do and I'll help you through the darkness. I can't make you but I can show you I can look you dead in the eyes and see everything of you your deepest darkest corners of your mind. Open up to me bring you wall down and let me see and then I'll show you me.
Much love to the one man that has always been there for me through it all my best friend my brother. Our paths crossed today after the time apart while I was gone... For a reason.. It's my turn to be there for you in your darkness to guide you. I respect how u respect the woman I am and aside from feelings formed years ago like they do you always chose to love me and be there for me after I broke your heart a few times. Staying true to our one of a kind friendship I trust you with my life and my children's lives amd I wouldn't trade that for human made feelings. What we have is timeless.. Tho I protect you and your not on my fb like many others until my war is over and I know noone will be harmed by his evil mind. On truly blessed beyond words to have such pure love from all of you reading this. I feel you I see you. We walk as one in source. I know you all will if need be come to me and protect me in this battle that will end in death . I will fight to win and I know I can win if you all are connected to me when it's time. I see the battle I see his entent to kill me or set me up knowing I will have a gun for mime and my kids protction. If he seeks me out no matter where I am I will use force I will win this. His sick dark mind isn't real it's not a soul that body carrys. He came into my life for a lot of reason many to prepare me. I should have died along time ago but I stayed his prisoner sexually hurt amd used I was nothing more and way less then I ever want to see from someone my value was just his pleasure. My life goes deep I've Been thro. More then many could ever digest just hearing me tell it. No more hiding I'm here I'm out for the world to see this change that I will bring will spread world wide as it's already started doing. I couldn't get through this without all of you I would die. I need your strength and your love and light ... I will call to when I need you. This will save many lives world wide I will go to the next level for you all. Today was an emotional day being on my brothers arms. I know something is gonna happen when our paths cross. I've rambled probely sounding crazy lol.. How do you put love into words to describe it's true essance how do you show your true essance in a world that wants to destroy this light a world that is sick in despair in hate in greed in self. A world that hurts children the purest soul is a fresh born one. O matter the journey... Anyone that hurts a woman or a child isn't a soul it's an empty shelll seeking a soul to occupy it. In a matter of a few months this post of crazy will turn Into visual truth. As I can only speak truth and then show it to be true. The real ones will feele and know my. Time is on the line and I will be taken out. Faith and prayers that I am strong enough and brave enough to do what I have to do to help spark change even if it's my own death. I'm trusting all of you to carry this if it ends hwo I see it to end. Nothing is forshure The future can be changed. What we wrote for our lives down to each second whole we are here we still have free will. I pray he seek help and seeks treatment to help him heal his broken soul that no longer lives but just exsist I pain and despair. One choice always leads to anothers choice. In ending.. this part is a message to you .. Walk away from me I forgive you for the evil you inflicted on me you have a second chance to find the light and live a life you have prayed for. I will not lose I promise you. Make a choice. Prayers Jerrod finds peace amd sees I am not the reason why his whole life was how it was and the burden is not mine to carry anymore. I gave him life and he now wants to end mine. Some days it's so deep it comes out in puzzle pieces to be seen in raw form. I love you all truly .. I love you dryer thank you for sparking this strength for this battle items to pick for maid of the brides
I Owe you my life a few times over.